Sometimes I just can’t help but be hurt by the words that struck my heart. No matter how I rationalize that it’s okay, that I am okay, that everything is okay and that I should not be hurt by what people say because everyone is entitled to their opinion anyway. That what they say isn’t necessarily true. But the truth is, it is not okay and I am not okay. And honestly, it does hurt.
People will always have something to say. People will always have an idea of how you should live your life. And sometimes it is just so suffocating and you can’t help but retaliate with a sarcastic comment and a bruised pride. Well, even though I know for a fact that they don’t mean to hurt me, that they did that because of their concern for me. I just can’t help but have this hurt feeling. Yes, that just proves that I am HUMAN. I am human after all.
Well, I guess I do need a kick in the butt. I know I haven’t been really living up to expectations nor to my fullest potentials. Yes, I admit that I have been slacking off. But can’t I have a break? Can’t I have this moment to myself? Can’t I be free of the cares of everyone else but my own? Is it a crime to take a moment and figure out what I need to figure out for myself? Will you please get off my freaking back?
Oh yes! You have gazillions of ideas of what to do if you were in my place. Yes, you could have done this and that, and whatever it is that you can think of. But here is a fact, the thing is you are NOT me and I am not YOU. So live your life and I live mine, thank you. Let me live my life because I sure do hope you are living yours well.
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