My Greatest Love

Let me step out in faith

And do for you what you did for me

You gave your all your everything

You have been so generously kind

In all your ways, you leave me in awe

My Majesty, My God, My King

A love like no other

Cause everything that’s within me is You

You are the Core of my being, My All

Gained wisdom of what love is

Now I know, Love is You and to love is You

You are My Greatest Love

My Saviour, My Saving Grace

I will praise You forever until forever ends

I just love You, oh God, I can’t help it! 

Photo Credit: @anne_sunshine

God is All We Need

When things fade away in the background

When the music has stopped

When everything else gets so messed up

When everything has been said and done

When all victory has been won

When every prayer has been answered

Or when a moment of total desperation comes

At the end of the day, truly, GOD IS ALL WE NEED. The Way. The Truth. The Life. And I shall want nothing more.

#UNfailing #UNconditional #UNending

My Heart Bleeds

My heart bleeds with the thought of losing you
I am not prepared, nor will I every be
Life is so ironic

Just when things are starting to get better
Ohh, there you go again!
These things you do

My heart bleeds with the thought of ever losing you
I remember once or twice I asked, "God, please not now"
And He is good indeed, He granted my every plead.

Now, again, I look up to the heavens above
To grant my prayer with all thy love
I breathe, and yes, I want you to live!

A life full of peace and gladness
I am saddened, I feel helpless
I can't do anything for you unless you do

I feel sorry and scared for you
I kind of hate you with these things you do
But I know, I shouldn't

I forgive you now, please forgive me too
And I pray, that you will be drawn out of the darkness into light
Oh God, only you can save him now.

We Are Going To Be Fine

Oh God. It does hurt.
It's not easy. It never is.
Loving can feel like heaven.
And hurt like hell at the same time.
Crushes my free spirit and breaks me apart.
I have not been always been like this.
But I admit I got hold up
Whether I got blind-sided or really fell.
Well, it doesn't really matter anymore now.
Doesn't it?
Tears me up inside.
No one will ever know my pain.
It's something that I will chesrish.
Along with all the joy and laughter.
The tears I have cried.
The secrets I have kept.
Make no mistake about it.
I am not going back to where I have been before.
I have picked up the pieces.
Moving forward and on with my life.
I hope you too.
Be well on your way.
I guess we are not meant here to stay.
So, yes, I guess this is gonna be goodbye.
I guess we both gonna need to try.
To let go of the things we used to love.
To let go of the thought of "us".
To say goodbye to a life together.
Because it was great then it wasn't.
We tried to make it work
But we just got to accept that ours is not forever
It doesn't end here of course.
Each of us will work things on our own.
We're going to figure it all out.
Just not together.
And we are going to be fine.

Timeless

The past has gone
The present is here to stay
The future, not so far away
Just the same, You are with me

Whether it be my past
Or present
Surely as well in the future
You always be

My lover, my strength, my friend
From now til eternity and beyond

Constant

I sit and stare
I hope and pray
This life, this love
Oh please just stay

I think and dream
I walk and run
This world, this place
Full of reason, full of fun

Oh You are here.
Oh You are there.
Oh You are just everywhere!
Constant, never failing.

My love, my life
Not mine but you have given
All I am, all I have
Truly You, oh God have risen!

Faithful and just
Beautiful Jesus, my King
Humble and meek
Forever, to you I will sing

As constant as the stars
As you are in my life
I am forever yours
You are forever mine

Shine on me

I am here but really fading away

My face, I just could not dare to you show

You have saved me, still I have gone astray

Should have known better, continuously grow

Constant is Your love every night and day

To me, all of the goodness overflows

But I deliberately disobey

What a wretched heart this is and it shows

Please forgive me for I have grown weary

Failed to see everything You've done for me

Impatient and stubborn these past few days

Believe the whispered  lies that bounded me

Always remind me over and again

Till the end, You are here walking with me

Oh let the sun shine on me in this rain

Coz we're one in this short but sweet journey

Just Can't Tell

There are things I just can't tell

Things that only I and He knows

Although I want to share and spill

Everything I have in mind

I don't want to spoil anything

I'll just wait and see it unfold

By His grace, not with my will

But in His most perfect time

♥♥♥

Who is going to save you now?

All I see is darkness in this forbidden place

Thunder roaring above the dark skies

As the drops of rain fall on every piece of the Earth

Not refusing just accepting, everything given

Even though it had had enough already

Been used, consumed and wasted

Been drugged and restored but to no avail

No rewind, no turning back once it's done then "it's done!"

There is no undo button to change it back

The price to pay for this devastation is just starting to unfold

Be weary not, for its your move that has done it all

My only question is "Who is going to save you now?"

Whatever Happens

Don't need to force or impose it
There exist enough pressure around
Don't need to add up to what already is
Just deal with it move on and be free

The moment I walked out, didn't think of
Coming back, to the place where I've been
Cause, already I've experienced and conquered
I'm satisfied, that's enough for me

Been good, great even! No doubt about that
Cherish the good times same with the bad
But it didn't really matter cause
Everything has its term - had to be done

I hoped for and I know that you did too
Still you do, silently, I too
But I'll just shake it off now
Whatever happens.. happens

;p

Doesn't Mean I Don't

Always say you love me
Always tell why you do
Never fail to let me know
Nor did you ever fail to let it show

Clearly see your effort
Definitely, your sincerity
All you've done
How far you've gone

Just so you know,
Even if I don't let you know
Even if I refuse to show
Just because I don't say

It doesn't mean I don't
 ;p

What It's Supposed To Be

I sit here and wait, everyday
I don't know exactly what it is to come
Or what it is I am really waiting for

I sit here and wait, hopeful
That it will be what I hoped for
I just can't help but wonder

I sit here and wait, dreaming
Of the days that it will finally be
Looking forward to a future so bright

Though it may not be now, still I know
Deep within God's timing is perfect
Never too early, never too late
Just exactly what it's supposed to be

;p

Surely...

Sometimes the most unexpected things happen to us in the most unexpected times.
Moments where we never thought would come so soon.
That certain experience that will keep you wondering.
It will change you in the most unexpected way.
You just know deep inside you will never be the same again.
Changed.
Hoping.
Wondering.
Dreaming.
Wanting.
Needing.
Changing.
Knowing that one day it will be.
May not be now, but it will surely be!

Are You There God?

There will always be moments in your life that you question if God really does exist. What is He doing? Why is He allowing certain things to happen to us?

Sometimes I wonder, "Is He really there?". I mean seriously, "Are You there God?". 

Then, I see people living on the streets with no decent home, no friends, no food, not even a good pair of slippers. Suddenly, a thought hit me. 

The fact that you are breathing, living, and experiencing "LIFE" is proof enough that God doesn't only exist but He is living with us! He is a Living God. He gives us exactly what we need. We are just impaired with our perception of things ought to be. We may not understand now because His wisdom is so deep, but one day we will in His most perfect time. ♥♥♥

Scattered Fragile Fragments

Don't you know I miss you so
This heart of mine has held you for so long
Now it's hard to let you go
No matter how I keep myself
Busy in all the things I do
Just to forget thoughts of you
Still it invades my very being
And I can't shoo it away
No matter how I try
Every tear here and there I cry
I search my heart it's you I find
I search my soul it's been fading
I search myself it's falling apart
I love you but I can not continue
I'm torn in this very spot
Restless soul I surrender
Broken heart I offer
I am but a dust
Scattered fragile fragments
Struggling to keep it all to myself
Just as I always do
Nobody knows what I really feel inside
Nobody really knows how difficult it can get
But I lift this up, to Him I trust
I know only God is really on my side
I just pray He is with me til the end of time
Oh won't You come and take me away
Oh God cause really You are all that I need!

Mourning Into Dancing ♥ ♥ ♥

You, my Lord are sufficient

Your grace is more than enough
Thank You for Your faithfulness

This heart is not my own 
But it's Yours alone

Swayed many times here
There and everywhere

Found myself empty and lost

Carried me through, like the blood

Just flowing to my veins

You saved me like no one ever could

Because You alone love me like this

A love no one else could ever give

Full of color, full of life

Can't do without You

My Giver, my Strength...

This heart beats for You

Grateful of Your deep love

A love I can never give

Still with arms open wide

Not forsaken, not forgotten

Confident in Your embrace

Promises so true, set me free

You Oh God turned my mourning into dancing

And I will dance in Your love forever more
I just love you so, I can't help it

 ♥ ♥ ♥

. . .what next??

oh well..

I think..

I worry..

I feel..

I anticipate..

I comtemplate..

I consider..

I search..

I rely..

I dream..

I hope..

I stare..

I laugh..

I smile..

I am..

My Friend, My Everything

In the beginning You have loved

I, You have constantly pursued

I kept ignoring you still

But God you're so persistent

Wherever, I will follow

Follow whenever You lead

What to do in this misery?

My Lord, do whatever You will

Yours is a kingdom never ending

Your undying love overflowing

My heart is filled with so much joy

In doubt and confusion gives me peace

Will make my prayers into a song

Gladly sing it aloud for You

Forever in my heart

Here You stay as I walk this earth

More than a hero

More than a king

No one can keep us apart

My lover, my friend, my everything!

Written: October 5, 2009

Hmmm..

I am not used to this..

You know I have never known love

Like this what we have now

Never knew I could feel this much

To be so alive, how could it be

Seems like a love overflowing

But hurts all at once

Oh what to do in this

mysterious misery

Written:  Monday, November 26, 2012 at 9:14pm

Torn apart to nothing!

Sometimes I tire myself of crying over flowingly

Just drowning in the lonely and sad thoughts in my mind

Sometimes I just don't know what to do

You seem so close but so far away

Oh it's just so hard when you feel like everything is falling apart

The things that you hope for just simply slips away

What is worst is that you know that you're the very reason

Why it slipped and might not be there anymore

Sometimes you just can't help it 

Emotions just suddenly burst from the depths of your heart

And there is not much you can do

But oblige yourself

Cause you know that no matter

How much you hide it's sure will hurt like hell

It's like breaking up with the very person you love the most

Although it's not the same situation

Still seems like you're torn apart...to nothing...

Written:  Friday, September 28, 2012 at 5:54am