All of Me

I am grateful for every moment that has led me to this moment, for every challenge that made me better and stronger, for every disappointment and failure that has made me wiser and braver. I am grateful that despite and in spite of my weaknesses, God has made me victorious. 

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I am grateful that I am now able to see the little wisdoms that He has put out for me to discover. I am grateful of the miracles I have experienced and the prayers that have been answered. Because, yes, there is not one of my prayers not answered yet.

Sometimes the answer comes too swiftly and sometimes I feel that it takes too long. But eventually, I almost always later realize that it was already staring at me and I was just too blind to see. I am grateful for all the things and people He has anointed to fill my life with color and wonder.

I will constantly long for something bigger than myself. I guess God has put that autopilot mode on us. I know will never be satisfied in accomplishing things because there is always something more out there. However, I will be fulfilled in doing so. At the very least, I will vanish those “what if” thoughts and have peace in knowing that I tried. 

I am a work in progress, constantly changing, constantly adapting. I dream to be better. I want to be the best because God wants the best for me. Not only that, ironically, God not only wants the best but also the worst. I remember a question in a story about offering, (The person already offered his life, his heart and soul, everything he owned) then God asked, “what about your sins?”  

Indeed, He wants all of me. J