So?!

Don't know what to think
Now I don't know how I should feel
I'm hanging by a moment time and again
You linger in the midst of everything I do

Confusing me Damn! So cold so lost
Tired of thinking I guess I'm thinking too much
Worry too much all the things you said running in my mind
Just falling into pieces I hate that I love you

It just leaves a scar that never fades
I miss you love but Im hoping it ends tonight
You are a star so out of reach
If it makes you happy

Why does it have to be complicated?
Said ******** what's with that?
Cant seem to say the things I wanted to say
Do you think I feel better?!

I'm finding my way back to you
And everything I used to to do
But waiting is all that I can do
If things are meant to be then 

I don't need a reason to show you why 
I know where I belong
I am what I am til I find my way back to you!

Written: May 24, 2009