Everyday a New Beginning..

The gospel teaches that in the things we do like, by attending mass may we not do it

because of duty, ritual or tradition. But we do it out of being hospitable - welcoming a 

stranger to be a friend. This entails opening our hearts to the coming of Christ. Giving him 

the time and the opportunity to start a new beginning in our lives, to experience life itself 

that only he can give. Peace, Joy, Love. In this season, may we be true to our promises as 

he has been for us 

- someone who made us REAL...;p


Written: December 20, 2009

What now?!

This weary heart of mine
Makes me sick every now and then
It just sucks life out of me
Can barely breathe
I used to think it's mind over matter
If you don't mind it doesn't matter
But then again the cut is just too deep
It lingers . . . .
Pushes me to the edge
So easy to let myself drown
Into all the reasons
So lame to see myself fall

. . . . This desperate world needs to wake up and heal itself 

;p

Written: December 1, 2009

Oh.. why don't you just BURN?

Feels like I'm having a hard time breathing
Or just having a heavy heart
I don't know, it is like 
Now I'm feeling fine or good, even great!
But the next, I feel like torn
Feels like I'm lost
Hanging by a moment
Feels like the cut is just too deep 
No way to fix it 
Seems like I'm just damned forever
No way to undo it
Like whatever!
It makes no difference
'Cause I'm stuck here
With no where else to go
For all I care..
Burn!
;p

YOU Have Made Me Real

I don't need a miracle to believe in you

I don't need a sight to know you are with me
All I know is that you are faithfully here right by my side
And nothing else matters

Whatever worries, whatever difficulties
Whatever insecurities..
Whatever it is bothering me all these time
I lift it all up to you



You know every inch of me
You know me better than anyone
I entrust to you everything
For you hold my heart now

Nothing can separate me from your love
I claim your promise
You will always stay with me
I live to be a witness of your greatness

There is nothing more I want in this world
Than to belong to you
You showed me how it is to be loved
You have made me real



Photo Credit: Larry Pitoc 

Just Crazy

I'm crazy, crazy in love with You
I want to be with You, night and day
Nothing can keep me from loving You

No, nothing can keep us apart
You will be forever in my heart
Just as I am, an insignificant being

Overwhelmed by your love unfailing
Oh You got me, Lord, I love You
I just can't help it!

You Who Holds My Heart!

Then I told myself to pursue you

Now it's my turn, seems your telling me to chill

Maybe I just try too hard

That you're letting me wait

Every day I fall even more

Deeper and deeper it seems

And I know that it's no longer

The "me" that I used to be

I have come to realize

More than anything on earth

I'm desperately crazy

In love with You, Oh with You!

Every time it just drives me into tears

I have changed now, You have changed me

I love You above all things

Only You who hold my heart

No one else comes close
No one else

Loves Me Like That!

I am standing in awe of You
Your majesty overwhelms me
The warmth of your presence lingers
Light the path that leads to You, God

A great king who humbled himself
So generous, lovingly kind
Merciful passion towards me
Bring to your dwelling place, Lord

Come let us go and spread it!
Living word let it stay always
Here in my heart your Spirit dwells
You alone who loves me like that

You are everything to me
You are everything I see
All I want, all I need is You
Yes! For always, it's You, it's always been You

Written: October 5, 2009

Rejoice in Your Love

I'm so into You
What I feel is something real
Not a mere fascination
Nor imagination
I will love You 'til forever ends

Whatever happens to the world around
I'll write a story
A beautiful love story of You and me
I don't need a miracle to believe
I only need to know to trust in You

Nothing can ever be untrue
They say to take me to the other side
But they can wish all they want
'Cause forever I'll be yours

They may try to take me to the other side
They may try to bring me down
They may try all they want
But I'll rejoice in your love!

In You alone, I am safe
In You alone, I find refuge
The warmth of your embrace
The smile upon your face

Written: October 5, 2009

Fall for You

I'm falling for You

Each day, each moment

You're always on my mind

Is this how it is when falling?

Every time I look

I see only beauty

Every time I listen

I hear only You

You are so lovable

It's not hard to love You at all

I may feel unworthy

But that wont stop me from loving

Doesn't matter what I've done

The past doesn't matter at all

For You are with me now

I shall want nothing more than this

How can I not love You?

You have made me fall so deep!

How ? ? ?

How can you ever love me Lord?

A selfless king, You humbled yourself

How can you give everything you have?

To show your love for me unfailing

How can You do it always oh how?

And yet get nothing in return God?

I am a shamed of what I have done

But You've shown and taught me what love is

Where can I go to follow You?

Where do I stand in your presence?

And still I get lost in the midst

Where can I see you face to face?

You bring me peace in this life

For your embrace gives me joy

I live hand in hand with You

There's nothing that can compare

Long have I been waiting

Waiting for this day to come

For someone who will make me real

I belong to you now, I am all yours

Written: October 3, 2009

Think It Over

Most of the time its too easy to fall to sin, temptation or evil. So easy to give in. Especially when you are desperate. It seems so natural to be weak in that certain moment. It may be because of the people you are surrounded with that can influence you, the circumstance you are in or even just your state of mind. But when you look closer you may see the truth. The truth can hurt more than a slap in the face. However, your decision should be based on facts rather than mere assumptions. Meaning we should confront the issue. 

When you run away from it you have that certain degree of fear that keeps you from knowing what you should in the first place. They say better think twice before doing or saying something. Well, that is true, better yet think more than twice. Think it over and over and over again. Until you are very sure of it. Weigh the pros and cons to what your actions may lead to. 

You can never be ready for anything but at least you have an idea of what you are getting into. You may be confused with all the thoughts in your head but its part of the process. Don't worry too much. It may stress you out. Just be calm, breathe in breathe out,and take one day at a time. Don't make decisions out of burst emotions.

You may regret it. It may bother you but you have to stay focused. And everything will fall into its rightful places in due time.

Written: September 10, 2009

One and Only

You have melted my heart
With your divine love
Your ultimate existence
Proves nothing but love

No depth can define
Whatever this world can offer
Can never measure up
With your power and majesty

For you are my one and only
Faithful loving God
You bring joy no one else can
You bring me peace

How could I ever repay
All the sacrifices
How could I ever love you
For you have given yourself

Unimaginably incredible
As you walk this earth for eternity
Behold your child
To you I humbly bow

Show me how to love you
With all of me
No doubts no fear
No holding back

Written: September 8, 2009

So?!

Don't know what to think
Now I don't know how I should feel
I'm hanging by a moment time and again
You linger in the midst of everything I do

Confusing me Damn! So cold so lost
Tired of thinking I guess I'm thinking too much
Worry too much all the things you said running in my mind
Just falling into pieces I hate that I love you

It just leaves a scar that never fades
I miss you love but Im hoping it ends tonight
You are a star so out of reach
If it makes you happy

Why does it have to be complicated?
Said ******** what's with that?
Cant seem to say the things I wanted to say
Do you think I feel better?!

I'm finding my way back to you
And everything I used to to do
But waiting is all that I can do
If things are meant to be then 

I don't need a reason to show you why 
I know where I belong
I am what I am til I find my way back to you!

Written: May 24, 2009