My Heart Bleeds

My heart bleeds with the thought of losing you
I am not prepared, nor will I every be
Life is so ironic

Just when things are starting to get better
Ohh, there you go again!
These things you do

My heart bleeds with the thought of ever losing you
I remember once or twice I asked, "God, please not now"
And He is good indeed, He granted my every plead.

Now, again, I look up to the heavens above
To grant my prayer with all thy love
I breathe, and yes, I want you to live!

A life full of peace and gladness
I am saddened, I feel helpless
I can't do anything for you unless you do

I feel sorry and scared for you
I kind of hate you with these things you do
But I know, I shouldn't

I forgive you now, please forgive me too
And I pray, that you will be drawn out of the darkness into light
Oh God, only you can save him now.

We Are Going To Be Fine

Oh God. It does hurt.
It's not easy. It never is.
Loving can feel like heaven.
And hurt like hell at the same time.
Crushes my free spirit and breaks me apart.
I have not been always been like this.
But I admit I got hold up
Whether I got blind-sided or really fell.
Well, it doesn't really matter anymore now.
Doesn't it?
Tears me up inside.
No one will ever know my pain.
It's something that I will chesrish.
Along with all the joy and laughter.
The tears I have cried.
The secrets I have kept.
Make no mistake about it.
I am not going back to where I have been before.
I have picked up the pieces.
Moving forward and on with my life.
I hope you too.
Be well on your way.
I guess we are not meant here to stay.
So, yes, I guess this is gonna be goodbye.
I guess we both gonna need to try.
To let go of the things we used to love.
To let go of the thought of "us".
To say goodbye to a life together.
Because it was great then it wasn't.
We tried to make it work
But we just got to accept that ours is not forever
It doesn't end here of course.
Each of us will work things on our own.
We're going to figure it all out.
Just not together.
And we are going to be fine.