Ever since high school, I dreamed
to have a master’s degree. Although, I didn’t really know exactly why, all I
ever knew was that I wanted it. There was that certain desire in my heart to
pursue it in this lifetime. So eventually, I did. I didn’t know what to expect
but I was sure I will learn a lot. Indeed, it broadened my understanding of not
only how the business operates but more importantly how the management thinks
to sustain and achieve its vision and mission - a business operates not just
for profit, but with a purpose in mind, to excellently serve its customers, provide
a promising career for its employees and have a relevant contribution to economic
health.
Taking the path to making the
sought after “MBM dream” come true sure wasn’t easy, instead, it was
challenging. Along the way, there were many times I asked myself “Is this
really worth my time and effort? Is this really worth the sacrifice? What is in
it for me, so what?” Also, many times I said to myself “I can live without it”,
“I don’t really need it”, “Nah, I shouldn't bother”. But then again my
conscience just won’t die down. It wouldn't let me give up at all especially knowing
that I have already started the journey. I wasn’t in competition with anyone,
not in school or in the playing field when applying for a job. Instead, I was
pushing myself to do more just because I know that I can, only if I took the
courage to do it. I wanted to prove to myself that I can accomplish what I
started, dreamed, and hoped for.
I know that I am only able to do
it by God’s abundant grace. I am glad that I did because over and over again, I
saw how He was moving to reassure me of His unfailing love each step of the way.
The experience not only afforded me with the knowledge and wisdom that is
taught to us by our esteemed professors. But yet again, I have gained wonderful
friendships and I have grown in my faith. It is amazing how much you can achieve
by putting your best foot forward even if the foot wasn’t pedicured. Haha! Kidding
aside, even when you think you are not ready or cannot do it or don’t know how,
God has many ways of equipping you, taking you by surprise. So to all of those
who are still contemplating, if you have that desire in your heart to take up
MBM, then go ahead! No one is stopping you or keeping you from your dream
except yourself, have no fear and know that you have a big God who makes all things
possible to those who believe and trust in Him.
And when you’re struggling your
way to finish it, remember: “Don’t stop when you’re tired, stop when you’re
done” as shared to us by our lovely brilliant professor, Mam Sheevun Di Guliman,
in one of our classes. This simple phrase kept repeating like a loop in my head
every time that I feel like giving up. And of course who would ever forget the
constant follow up of my persistent ever supportive thesis adviser, Sir Adrian
Galido, who kept me on my feet even when I was asleep. Funny, but it’s true, I
dream about my thesis. Better yet, I don’t dream about it. I have had my share
of nightmares. Despite of all the
sleepless nights and shameful moments I had with my classmates and professors coming
up with all the necessary requirements for the said degree, it is fulfilling to
say “I did it!” I am grateful to all who have been part of this journey. Without
which, I wouldn't have met such beautiful people always willing and ever ready
to help and share their time, treasure and talents.
Praise God for making all
of you instruments and inspiration to making my once dream, come true. May you
be blessed so much more than you could ever imagine or even dreamed of. Once
again, I thank you all so much for such great memories!
