Torn apart to nothing!

Sometimes I tire myself of crying over flowingly

Just drowning in the lonely and sad thoughts in my mind

Sometimes I just don't know what to do

You seem so close but so far away

Oh it's just so hard when you feel like everything is falling apart

The things that you hope for just simply slips away

What is worst is that you know that you're the very reason

Why it slipped and might not be there anymore

Sometimes you just can't help it 

Emotions just suddenly burst from the depths of your heart

And there is not much you can do

But oblige yourself

Cause you know that no matter

How much you hide it's sure will hurt like hell

It's like breaking up with the very person you love the most

Although it's not the same situation

Still seems like you're torn apart...to nothing...

Written:  Friday, September 28, 2012 at 5:54am 

Not Enough

Oh God I'm so high in a very awkward way

I am here but I don't exist, ironic

It's like You are here but You don't exist

Oh how can it go so wrong

I know it's all on me

Oh Lord how can I be so unfaithful

You have taught me Your ways but still, I go astray

I ask for Your guidance but then again

I got caught and tangled in this sticky web

I can't seem to leave even if I wanted

I am not enough, I never am

I'm afraid I might have fallen too deep

Might not ever get out of it

Such a wickedness turned beauty

Into a horrible nightmare

Seems like there is no way of waking

Numb and paralyzed by the venom

Would You come and rescue me?

To You, I humbly cry