"Relationship"

Building a relationship with God is a decision. Most of us will say "Yeah I know God", "I  know He loves me", "I talk to Him", "I pray to him". 

But here is the question, when was your last intimate moment with Him? Take note of the word "intimate"   Try to reflect on this. 

Let me ask you again, How do you assess you "relationship"? Is it one-way? two-way? Boring? Does it excite you? Is it dry? Technical? Is it a long list of wants and needs? Have you listened to Him with your whole heart? When you spend time with Him did you give Him your undivided attention? Is your prayer all about you? Or is it about others? Is your relationship moving up to the next level? I mean is it progressing?

Only you can answer these questions. Being in a relationship requires not only words but actions for it to grow. It requires love, effort, and TIME. As I said earlier, "A relationship with God is a decision". It is a commitment. Let us be reminded that this world is just temporary. Behind all the worldly things that we face each day it was really never about us. But all about GOD.

Let me share you a guide that I've used many times. I can say it has really helped me a lot in our relationship. Perhaps you also want to try it. May it bless you much more that it has personally blessed me. 

MIRACLE HOUR by Linda Schubert

https://www.facebook.com/notes/vanz-go/miracle-hour-by-linda-schubert/10151343490251944

Written: Sunday, December 9, 2012 at 10:57pm

Hmmm..

I am not used to this..

You know I have never known love

Like this what we have now

Never knew I could feel this much

To be so alive, how could it be

Seems like a love overflowing

But hurts all at once

Oh what to do in this

mysterious misery

Written:  Monday, November 26, 2012 at 9:14pm

Torn apart to nothing!

Sometimes I tire myself of crying over flowingly

Just drowning in the lonely and sad thoughts in my mind

Sometimes I just don't know what to do

You seem so close but so far away

Oh it's just so hard when you feel like everything is falling apart

The things that you hope for just simply slips away

What is worst is that you know that you're the very reason

Why it slipped and might not be there anymore

Sometimes you just can't help it 

Emotions just suddenly burst from the depths of your heart

And there is not much you can do

But oblige yourself

Cause you know that no matter

How much you hide it's sure will hurt like hell

It's like breaking up with the very person you love the most

Although it's not the same situation

Still seems like you're torn apart...to nothing...

Written:  Friday, September 28, 2012 at 5:54am 

Not Enough

Oh God I'm so high in a very awkward way

I am here but I don't exist, ironic

It's like You are here but You don't exist

Oh how can it go so wrong

I know it's all on me

Oh Lord how can I be so unfaithful

You have taught me Your ways but still, I go astray

I ask for Your guidance but then again

I got caught and tangled in this sticky web

I can't seem to leave even if I wanted

I am not enough, I never am

I'm afraid I might have fallen too deep

Might not ever get out of it

Such a wickedness turned beauty

Into a horrible nightmare

Seems like there is no way of waking

Numb and paralyzed by the venom

Would You come and rescue me?

To You, I humbly cry

Do You See?

This lonely heart of mine is killing
What have I been missing?
It cuts to the throat down
To the very last tip

And I can barely breathe
Can you feel it? 
Do you see?
This misery I am willing
To let go and be set free!

But what is in it for me?
That's something I have to ponder
For I have thought and wondered
Wishing carelessly to live
No worries to give

For a thousand days to offer
Nothing more than this
So, shine on me like the sun
That I may go out to deliver
What I am here to, discover

Choice

I never knew we could be like this
What we have now never occurred to me
I guess it was God's plan to make our paths cross
And in a moment there, it struck me
I wasn't falling in love, in fact, I never did

I chose to love

It was a decision, to begin with
A decision I would have never made
If it weren't for the grace
Yes, I received, I am blessed
To be loved even more than I have
Even more, than I could ever give
What else can I do that I haven't done

Oh life is such a mystery!
It just amazes me

;p

Stranger

I thought you knew me

I thought you knew me well

It's been a while since we've come together

But how come you seem like a stranger

We've been getting along just fine

Whether we're together or far apart

The distance between us doesn't matter

For you, I have sheltered in my heart

So many things have happened 

We both might have changed

Days have quickly flown by 

And now it's like slipping away

All the memories linger

Still, haven't figured

Oh why you judged me 

Like you never knew me

Now to you, I feel like a stranger

Everything else is in danger

Written: August 27, 2012

Just a Thought

The thought just passed me by and I cannot be at peace without writing it down.

And so, "If you want something in life you not only wait for the right moment but you have to work for it to achieve it".

Simply said, "Just go for it!". And see how it will play out. Whether its favorable or not it doesn't matter because really the bigger risk lies in regretting why you never tried and wondering if there will be a second chance.

More often than not "You only got one chance and you just have to do it right".

In Moments of Silence 7.30.12

Have you forgotten? Many times you fall but I am always with you from beginning to the end for I am the Alpha and the Omega. There is nothing on this earth I cannot do for I am your Lord. Your God who is faithful. Faithful in all you do even if it means that you have sinned. I am ready to forgive. Just come to me and I will give you forgiveness. I will give you rest. All those who are tired, your burden is light for I will carry you amidst the hardships and trials that you face. It may seem so difficult but I tell you it is nothing compared to who I am and what I am capable of doing. 

Whatever you ask I will give you. Whatever you need I will provide because I am a generous. These things are just material things to me but if it makes you happy I will give it if it is good for your soul. I will give it for I want what is best for you. A life with me is what you need for I will strengthen you. I will give you hope when you are weary. I will clothe you  with my endless unconditional love. You will be full. Overflowing is my love. I will bless you and you will bless my name. You will rejoice and remain in my love for you already know the truth has been revealed for you that you may trust me and I shall set you free. Free from pains, sorrows, anguish, disgust and all your misfortunes. I will keep you safe, keep my promises that I will never leave nor forsake you. So remain in me and I remain in you. I am more than enough. Abundantly, I will bless you. 

My grace flows from age to age and you will have every bit of it because I love you. I always have and always will. I will never leave your side. Always remember that. There is nothing in this world that can separate you from me but sin. So I tell you sin no more, repent for I am a Forgiving God, Loving, Merciful and Kind. All that I am, I will give you. You will see I will reveal the plans I have for you in time. So do not worry for I am here for you always and forever. Amen. Believe and trust that I am here. I am here.